How I want it {When I...err...die?}
Monday, March 9, 2009
Don't plan it for me,
Let me do it,
For in the afterlife,
I am still present
Here and
Now
Let me do it,
For in the afterlife,
I am still present
Here and
Now
I'm gonna be all mental right now, well, more so than usual, and make a list on what I'd like when I'm like...err...gone from this world. I'm that screwy of a person. Haha. Here's the list :
1. I'd want to be cremated. Because its so much more cooler and my parents can like, put my jar on a table and do vigil-vigil every other night and pray for me and then stick me in a corner where there's no light. Now that's demented! But seriously. Cremation is good for me. I wouldn't feel it if they burn me down, anyways.
2. I don't want SAD music to play when they bury me! I want Taylor Swift to play like, "Fifteen" in the background or, or, "Jibun WOOOOO!!" in honor of Code Geass or Amber Pacific or "When it Rains" by Paramore. Just not something so...bleak and sad. D: They can also play "We All Deserve to die...(Epiphany)" by Sweeney Todd OST. Yeah. The whole ST OST is an in for me when I'm all R.I.P. Like, play Broken by Seether and Amy Lee AND I want Nathaniel Marshall to SING, GODDAMMIT! SING AT MY FUNERAL! Let him sing "I will do anything" because I love him to death! D<
3. I don't want people to cry! Sheesh! When I'm dead I don't want them to cry cause, like, it's gonna be the last they're gonna see of me or my body and I don't want the moment to be ruined with their tears! I want them all to laugh. Laugh like maniacs and cry because of happiness! Okay, PEOPLE?!
4. I don't want the guests and me, myself, to be dressed in white OR black. I want to be dressed in fluffly colors that will brighten my day. Wait. Wait. What am I saying?! I'm going to get cremated...well...I want the job done. And whilst they put me in that haya thing...I hope they dress me in blindingly bright colors. And remember, people, play Sweeney Todd songs! Or...Taylor Swift. OR MILEY! JUST NOT JONAS BROTHERS! D<
5. I want my blog, yes, this blog, to be updated every week or as often as possible. Like, post stuff that says, "SHE'S DEAD" and shiz. And I want my YIM to be opened with somebody telling people that I've died or shiz like that.
6. When they read what I did as a person, I want them to state :
"Pauline was a fanfiction writer. She got into character and felt what she write, she was making herself part of the story. She WAS the story."
"RolePlaying was her forte."
"She listened to a lot of Taylor Swift songs."
"She was crazy. In a good way, mind you all."
"She had always loved Orlando Bloom and all his movies. Including Johnny Depp."
"She liked reading and writing and watching yaoi-animu."
"When she likes something, she REALLY liked it."
"Harry Potter was her savior."
"She loved it when Gerard Way from MCR said, 'Write some poetry, write a book, start a band...MAKE YOUR EFFIN' (fu-ing) MARK!)'"
"Naruto was the anime she had started writing for, besides Shaman King. She takes an interest on Konan of Akatsuki because "She can totally flip people off and show them her ring...you know that's gotta be like my favorite thing." And she has remained true to Deidara of the Akatsuki."
"Code Geass was good for her, too. She hated Lelouch Lamperouge/Vi Britannia with a passion for quite some time."
"...She was always the emotional one. Shedding a tear or two after watching a touching scene or reading one."
7. I want all my books, YES, INCLUDING YOU, HARRY POTTER, to be buried with me. :D
8. Except my Twilight series. I WANT IT TO BE BURNED!
9. Contradiction to number 7. I'm technically not going to be buried so...just leave my Harry Potter thingies in my room.
10. Animu. SAVE THEM FOR THEY ARE LIFE! I order all my family members and all my friends (barkada, close ones) to watch them all, in memory of me!
11. Maybe the only song that's going to be sad that'll be playing is "You Raise me Up" AND IT WILL NOT BE THE ONE FROM JOSH GROBAN! I want it done by Lena Park. My cousin, Lyn Ann, would know what this song is and where this song came from. -cough-KSJ-cough-
12. I want people to remember me as "The mental girl who died laughing. Literally."
13. I really want a huge picture of myself in my room. And my room should be left empty. Sorry, tita. Haha. Chances are, you're going to be in USA by then.
14. OMG! My world domination dream! Gah! Ruined!
15. I want the Queen of England or whoever the hell is the ruler of the crazy country to come to my burial. Ha!
16. I want people to say, "All Hail!" without a reason. Meh.
17. Going back on the huge picture, I want me to be PAINTED not to be shot. Okay? And technically, people can shoot me cause I believe in the saying, "Those allowed to shoot are those prepared to be shot." So shoot me all you want cause I'm already dead!
18. Before I die, I want to try shooting something. But when I'm dead already, people, just stick a gun in my limp and lifeless hand and use my finger, well, pull it or exert effort on it, to pull the trigger. Bwahahaha.
19. Okay. I'm frickishly serioush about this. D: I want me friends to like, not frickin forget me! I want all of them (Yes, that means you, too, Hope, Iona, Livanne and Micah) to be laughing like Hell when they be all "buuurrrn"-ing me. I'm sick. TO THE NEXT LEVEL.
20. When they like, burn me, I want posters of ALL the anime that I've watched to be hanging in the room and in MY bedroom! D<>
Okay. I've just out-freakified myself. Ohwell. I'm serious about this. I'll probably blog about my ultimo dream to rule over the world next time. :D
Tata.
1. I'd want to be cremated. Because its so much more cooler and my parents can like, put my jar on a table and do vigil-vigil every other night and pray for me and then stick me in a corner where there's no light. Now that's demented! But seriously. Cremation is good for me. I wouldn't feel it if they burn me down, anyways.
2. I don't want SAD music to play when they bury me! I want Taylor Swift to play like, "Fifteen" in the background or, or, "Jibun WOOOOO!!" in honor of Code Geass or Amber Pacific or "When it Rains" by Paramore. Just not something so...bleak and sad. D: They can also play "We All Deserve to die...(Epiphany)" by Sweeney Todd OST. Yeah. The whole ST OST is an in for me when I'm all R.I.P. Like, play Broken by Seether and Amy Lee AND I want Nathaniel Marshall to SING, GODDAMMIT! SING AT MY FUNERAL! Let him sing "I will do anything" because I love him to death! D<
3. I don't want people to cry! Sheesh! When I'm dead I don't want them to cry cause, like, it's gonna be the last they're gonna see of me or my body and I don't want the moment to be ruined with their tears! I want them all to laugh. Laugh like maniacs and cry because of happiness! Okay, PEOPLE?!
4. I don't want the guests and me, myself, to be dressed in white OR black. I want to be dressed in fluffly colors that will brighten my day. Wait. Wait. What am I saying?! I'm going to get cremated...well...I want the job done. And whilst they put me in that haya thing...I hope they dress me in blindingly bright colors. And remember, people, play Sweeney Todd songs! Or...Taylor Swift. OR MILEY! JUST NOT JONAS BROTHERS! D<
5. I want my blog, yes, this blog, to be updated every week or as often as possible. Like, post stuff that says, "SHE'S DEAD" and shiz. And I want my YIM to be opened with somebody telling people that I've died or shiz like that.
6. When they read what I did as a person, I want them to state :
"Pauline was a fanfiction writer. She got into character and felt what she write, she was making herself part of the story. She WAS the story."
"RolePlaying was her forte."
"She listened to a lot of Taylor Swift songs."
"She was crazy. In a good way, mind you all."
"She had always loved Orlando Bloom and all his movies. Including Johnny Depp."
"She liked reading and writing and watching yaoi-animu."
"When she likes something, she REALLY liked it."
"Harry Potter was her savior."
"She loved it when Gerard Way from MCR said, 'Write some poetry, write a book, start a band...MAKE YOUR EFFIN' (fu-ing) MARK!)'"
"Naruto was the anime she had started writing for, besides Shaman King. She takes an interest on Konan of Akatsuki because "She can totally flip people off and show them her ring...you know that's gotta be like my favorite thing." And she has remained true to Deidara of the Akatsuki."
"Code Geass was good for her, too. She hated Lelouch Lamperouge/Vi Britannia with a passion for quite some time."
"...She was always the emotional one. Shedding a tear or two after watching a touching scene or reading one."
7. I want all my books, YES, INCLUDING YOU, HARRY POTTER, to be buried with me. :D
8. Except my Twilight series. I WANT IT TO BE BURNED!
9. Contradiction to number 7. I'm technically not going to be buried so...just leave my Harry Potter thingies in my room.
10. Animu. SAVE THEM FOR THEY ARE LIFE! I order all my family members and all my friends (barkada, close ones) to watch them all, in memory of me!
11. Maybe the only song that's going to be sad that'll be playing is "You Raise me Up" AND IT WILL NOT BE THE ONE FROM JOSH GROBAN! I want it done by Lena Park. My cousin, Lyn Ann, would know what this song is and where this song came from. -cough-KSJ-cough-
12. I want people to remember me as "The mental girl who died laughing. Literally."
13. I really want a huge picture of myself in my room. And my room should be left empty. Sorry, tita. Haha. Chances are, you're going to be in USA by then.
14. OMG! My world domination dream! Gah! Ruined!
15. I want the Queen of England or whoever the hell is the ruler of the crazy country to come to my burial. Ha!
16. I want people to say, "All Hail!" without a reason. Meh.
17. Going back on the huge picture, I want me to be PAINTED not to be shot. Okay? And technically, people can shoot me cause I believe in the saying, "Those allowed to shoot are those prepared to be shot." So shoot me all you want cause I'm already dead!
18. Before I die, I want to try shooting something. But when I'm dead already, people, just stick a gun in my limp and lifeless hand and use my finger, well, pull it or exert effort on it, to pull the trigger. Bwahahaha.
19. Okay. I'm frickishly serioush about this. D: I want me friends to like, not frickin forget me! I want all of them (Yes, that means you, too, Hope, Iona, Livanne and Micah) to be laughing like Hell when they be all "buuurrrn"-ing me. I'm sick. TO THE NEXT LEVEL.
20. When they like, burn me, I want posters of ALL the anime that I've watched to be hanging in the room and in MY bedroom! D<>
Okay. I've just out-freakified myself. Ohwell. I'm serious about this. I'll probably blog about my ultimo dream to rule over the world next time. :D
Tata.